|If you have a dream, it's never unattainable. Never forget that your dream is reachable even when it feels really far away. Always keep going and never give up!!|
So this is the home you grew up in. How old were you when you moved out?
I was a "YoYo" kid, I would move in and out of my parents home a bunch of times. I was 17-18 the first time I moved out and that was to live in the dorms on the UW campus. I ended up dropping out of school and moved back home. I then moved out to live with my girlfriend only to move back home after we broke up. I then finally moved out on my own. I started dating another girl and we moved in together and got a bigger place, when that didn't work out I of course moved back home LOL. The last time I moved out was when I started going to the Art Institute and l lived in student housing. But when The Art Institute found out I had a roommate when I wasn't supposed to they kick me out and once again I moved back home and this time I stayed home for awhile. My parents really did me a HUGE favor by allowing me to stay for a while. After all living at home wasn't so bad. It gave me the opportunity to focus on my career. I was able to take low or non paying gigs that really helped establish my portfolio and gain experience while not having to worry about how to pay the rent or worry about were my next meal came from.
As a kid what did you dream about being when you grew up?
I always dreamed about making films. That was always my desire. I always wanted to be a director. However there was a point in my life when being a director felt like a pipe dream. It felt really far away and sort of unattainable. But I also knew I couldn't work a 9 to 5. I never really never had a passion for anything other then films. There came a point when I realized I needed to get my shit together, go back to school and really chase down this dream. Do everything I could do to make this a reality. So I went at it 100% and I wasn't going to quit! That is the attitude I needed to have in order to make this a reality.
Did your parents encourage you to be creative?
They were very much about do what you want to do. Follow the path you want to follow and we will support you in what ever you choose. They took a very hands off approach, they never pushed us do anything we didn't want to do, as long as we were excessing and staying healthy. I mean they didn't let us just do nothing but they made it more about us making the choices for ourselves. Its kind of weird living a life were you are not forced to do stuff. The motivation had to come from within side myself and it made it so I really had to want it to make things a reality. In some ways I think maybe I would have gone into directing sooner if I was pushed early in life to finish. If I had someone say no you are not going to drop out of school, you are going to follow through with what you have started. But on the other hand I don't think I would have the same kind of drive or desire to do what it I am doing today. My parents allowed me to do it in my own way and on my own terms. I am truly thankful to have had the time to develop this way, it was really good for me. I was around 25 years old when things really started to clicked for me. But a lot of my success is about my parents being supportive and allowing me to find my own way!
At this point in your life are you happy were you are at?
I am very happy with what is going on in my life right now. I was fortunate enough to start directing projects right out of school but I knew I wasn't the director I wanted to be yet. So I stepped back and took a break from directing. I knew I needed to learn more so I started Assisting Directing. I gave myself 3-4 years of being an assistant director so I can get real life experience on set. I wanted to see how things are done, see how other directors worked with their actors and their crews. I had the chance to work with some truly talented and amazing people and for that I feel truly blessed. I gained a ton of experience in the 4 year time period of being an AD. Then about a year and a half ago I hit a cross roads while working as AD on the set of Portlandia season 3. I knew If I kept working exclusively as an AD, I would end up joined the union as an AD and thats what everyone in the business would see me as. I feel that perception in industry is really important. If everyone thinks that you are this thing you are never going to break out of it. I released that I learned all I was going to learn over the last 4 years as an AD and I needed to get back to directing. I needed to take all this knowledge I have gained and shift it into a project. I needed to change peoples perception of me. Of who I am and what I am capable of doing. After all my dream was not to be a career AD it was to be a Director.
If there is one significant thing in your life right now you could change what would it be?
Yes. I still AD a little and I want to get to point in my life were I don't have to do that anymore.
What accomplishment are you most proud of?
I am really proud of The Bond. The Bond was the project I did when I decide to stop being an AD and get back to being a Director. I was able to raised 40K with $15,000 coming from kickstarter. I saw a fairly large scale short film from inception to completion in a calendar year. It won best narrative short @ Seattle True Independent Film Festival this year. Which is super cool. I have a lot pride in what I was able to do with the amazing team I assembled. I have short called Big Boy coming out soon. It was shot in April so it will be coming out in the next month or two. I am going to submit it to Sundance. I just shot a music video for Seattle Raper Sadistik for the song Orange off of the Ultraviolet CD.
This is were I first worked with Brian, I shot the BS stills for the video. You can check out all of Bryan's work @ www.goldenboydigital.com
If you could go back in time, what would be the one thing you would tell your younger self?
I can be so stubborn, so locked into one idea that it takes a lot to change my mind. The only reason I am here doing what I am doing today is that I hit rock bottom and it made me change they way I did things. I couldn't take anyones advice, I had to learn it for myself. So Maybe not be so stubborn and always remember.
"If you have a dream, it's never unattainable. Never forget that your dream is reachable even when it feels really far away. Always keep going and never quit!!!"